Patience

Patience is tough. It is not a virtue found naturally in me. Patience is necessary. In the period of time, when I'm learning to be patient, I am growing too. I forget how to be patient and find its a lesson that needs to be retaught regularly. Patience is good and learning to be patient can bring tasty treats that are the perfect temperature. Patience leaves me with time to contemplate and come up with the perfect response. In the end, patience is good, necessary, and challenging.

Dear Lord, thank you for the challenge of learning patience. Your timing is the right timing and I am learning to remember that nothing is wrong except its not the right time.

Day of Thinking

Today’s rating is Positive.

It has been a dizzying day of thinking about moving, volunteering at a food bank for an hour, and wasting time with survey’s on the computer. I feel as though very little was actually accomplished which doesn’t help.

I wish I could say that I am very strong and very patient. That is most definitely not true. I am second guessing every step I take. I am looking for support from everyone around me. I know to lean on God’s strength and His timing but that’s not so easy to do completely. I will keep meditating on God’s promise. Somehow things work out. Maybe later, I could say it was a miracle.

What a worry...

Today’s rating is Positive.

I haven’t heard about the job and its gotten me pretty worked up. I have been listening to Klove and I heard a great story about how a cancelled meeting meant a family of ten could have a nice dinner. Somehow the mistake was even more of a blessing with two extra pieces of chicken for two extra children for that specific meal.

If God can provide for that family, I know God can provide for me. Its so hard to be patient and wait for God’s timing. God has blessed us with a lovely apartment. Now I am praying to find the right company to rent my home. I am praying for the right job to come to me. Thank you God for your blessings even when I can’t see it!