Excitement builds

Today’s rating is Positive.

As I count the days, I am growing more excited. I know that there are some big changes coming and its going to be very good. On some of my toughest stressful days, feeling excited about something in the future helps me get through the day. Its a big relief and sometimes all that can be done is to change your perspective.

I am still on the hunt for a new job. There are still some possible prospects but I will be patient for now. I’ll just keep the hunt for now and pray for the wisdom to accept the right position.

Waiting

Today’s rating is Positive.

There’s not much to share right now. I am waiting to hear from a company about a job. I am waiting to see my family and not feel lonely. I am waiting to finalize the details of the move. Thankfully, I am feeling patient and busy. I’ll get through this challenge and move on to the next.

Its helpful to have friends and family that are supportive. I am strong because I have so many good people in my life. They lift my spirit up and I thank God for all the love and support I receive. Amen!

Day of Thinking

Today’s rating is Positive.

It has been a dizzying day of thinking about moving, volunteering at a food bank for an hour, and wasting time with survey’s on the computer. I feel as though very little was actually accomplished which doesn’t help.

I wish I could say that I am very strong and very patient. That is most definitely not true. I am second guessing every step I take. I am looking for support from everyone around me. I know to lean on God’s strength and His timing but that’s not so easy to do completely. I will keep meditating on God’s promise. Somehow things work out. Maybe later, I could say it was a miracle.

What a worry...

Today’s rating is Positive.

I haven’t heard about the job and its gotten me pretty worked up. I have been listening to Klove and I heard a great story about how a cancelled meeting meant a family of ten could have a nice dinner. Somehow the mistake was even more of a blessing with two extra pieces of chicken for two extra children for that specific meal.

If God can provide for that family, I know God can provide for me. Its so hard to be patient and wait for God’s timing. God has blessed us with a lovely apartment. Now I am praying to find the right company to rent my home. I am praying for the right job to come to me. Thank you God for your blessings even when I can’t see it!