I keep wondering if I make a difference. I know that I give back so little to my community. I only play piano for church youth group every other week.
At work, I've been told that I'm a valuable employee. It's a struggle though because I don't feel valued. I don't feel that what I do makes a difference at all.
I didn't get a raise. I didn't get a promotion. At work, I got a lateral move. Several managers has told me that I'm a valuable employee but the treatment I receive doesn't say that.
Chances are, I may never see or feel the impact I make at church. I'd like to at least see it at work. Management, give this employee a raise.