Today’s rating is Negative.
I am in physical and emotional pain. I didn’t expect to be declined for the job. If I had expected that, I wouldn’t have spent over $450 to go to the interview. The only healthy way I’ve been able to deal with this pain is to get things done. I applied for more jobs online, which is just a black hole for my resume. I vacuumed, did laundry, and dishes. I probably need to do something else but my brain is not working correctly. Maybe that’s why I let my husband leave without saying something good and why I am completely lost as to what my next move will be.